You were born this way :)

I wanted to talk about two things today mainly. I'll start with the good, middle is what is worrying me, and lastly good :)

Lately, I have been getting lots of heartfelt compliments from many different people. Either by text, email, on the blog a couple, and just in person too. Many people that dont know me are asking me why I want to help so much. And the ones that do, are just grateful to have me (or so they say :P) I've had a couple of crying friends and many many emails. I love you guys all for coming to me, it honestly makes me feel happy that you guys can trust someone, and even if that is not me, never forget that you have to trust at least someone. You HAVE to know that you are not alone. I CANNOT stress that enough. So when they ask me, this is what I say. I thought I would just share it with you. I help (or try to) because I feel the need to give. As I have mentioned before, I went through depression, eating disorder and panic attacks. For three years, I dealt with it on my own. Just like many of you, I felt like no one cared, like I was alone and that if I spoke out I would be made fun of and judged. But for the last year (the year I had to battle against it the hardest), I was not alone. I was helped by someone who was a complete stranger to me at the time. She was with me through EVERYTHING. Highs and lows. She helped me get over it. And I owe her soooooo much. I cannot even describe the impact she had on my life. If you guys want to know more about it just ask me on ere as a comment and I'll post one on the story of what happened. So I feel like the need to pass on that caring feeling, is to give it to others who so desperately need it. I figured the best way to do that was by making a yahoo account and this blog. Since people usually open up better over the computer. So, that is the truth. I want to help you. Even if you dont contact me, through here too.

Actually, I decided against it. I dont want to talk about things :) at least just yet.

If you havent listened to it yet go do this now...listen to Born this way - Lady Gaga. Even if you dont like her music, go read up the lyrics. Honestly, they are worth it. It's a beautiful song.

Love you guys!


Girl


p.s: My email is tweetie_girl20@yahoo.com :) Email me! or comment. I made it open for anonymously too.