Hey guys! Sorry for not posting before. I have honestly not had any chance to, since I moved to Dominican for 2 months. But now I am almost home. Anyways, I should get back to regular posting suuuper soon!
A lot has happened since we last "talked". I found the love of my life and now I can say I am very happy finally. Took a VERY long time, mind you, although I do still have my ups and downs, I love him and he loves me back.
Its interesting to take a look at the why you fall in love or what you look for in someone after you have been through the emotional rollercoaster of many years. You always hope for that one person who will understand you, the one you always dream of, who can read you even when you say you are ok when you are dying inside. Someone who calls you beautiful when you are a mess. Someone who just loves to be around you under a sky full of stars. Someone who says you are the best thing that has happened to them. Someone who is willing to wait for you even if you say you are not ready.
Its so many amazing things that most of us give up looking because we fear its impossible. But then when that person appears out of nowhere, it feels like a dream. A dream that you are waiting to wake up from because its too good to be true. But then the person you fall in love with proves to you why this is real and can work, and I can assure you, its a BEAUTIFUL feeling.
It's just amazing to be in love.
But I'm not gonna lie, I'm still scared after everything that has happened lately in the past few years.
I love you guys.!!!!
xoxo
Girl
