So thankful!

Wow you guys. I am so honored to have views from Morocco and Denmark. Honestly, I feel so privileged to be able to help! Even in the tiniest bit! Thank you <3

I would like to dedicate this post to Rachel and Allison (whom I hope see this) for being super strong yesterday! Honestly girls, I am sooo proud of you!! <3

As I mentioned in my last post I was going to share more songs that made me feel better. This set of songs relates to basically recognizing that you will be loved. When you are depressed you feel like you dont deserve any love or that nobody could ever love you for who you are. But I realized I was wrong, and you should too! So here they go:

1. She will be loved - Maroon 5
Obviously well known. I dont know why, but the acoustic version is just soo much better for my tastes, and it gives it more feeling! I love the line "Look for the girl with the broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay a while".

2. Talking to the Moon - Bruno Mars
This song is kind of me pretending there is that guy out there singing this to me. And honestly, listen to it enough times and you start to believe it! You have to love Bruno Mars! This songs makes me realize how guys can secretely hope for someone too, and it can be YOU!


3. Somewhere Out There - Our Lady Peace
This song is special to me too. There was this guy who I liked and we were at a party and they started playing this song and he started singing it. At the time I didnt know the song, so I had to go look it up. And then everytime I listen to this song its like (again) thinking that there are guys that are hoping to be loved too! But at the end, you know that the person you are going to be with it "somewhere out there". It's hopeful! I love it! And it reminds me of him everytime I hear it :P

4. Someday You Will Be Loved- Death Cab for a Cutie
AMAZING SONG! I actually just found it towards the end of my depression. But I love it and definetely give it a listen if you havent already. Because you  will know that "you will be loved, you will be loved like you never have known". So amazing! Honestly, this is the song to go to at the worst of your times! It will boost your self-esteem :)

5. Who I am - Nick Jonas & The Administration
This song is just a great self-esteem booster too! Many people know him for the Jonas Brothers group. But honestly this is totally different. This is himself. Its more raw. And totally not disney (in my opinion anyways). It talks about how asking for love is not a bad thing. Because we are all unique and we should be loved for "who we are".

So those are more songs that helped me personally. There are obviously still more, but I'm thinking everytime I post something new, I will reccomend a song too :) Like at the very end. I know most of you are sending me emails to contact me, but don't be shy in posting comments, you can even talk to each other! I know you would all love it! Even if you just say hi :)

You guys are so awesome and beautiful. Each one of you :) <3

Take care and dont forget to smile!

Lots of love,

Girl

PS: I will from now on ALWAYS post my email at the end of each post because if for some reason someone just sees that ONE post, they will know how to contact me :) Again, dont be afraid to, unless you have something mean to say in which case keep it to yourself! Its tweetie_girl20@yahoo.com

Songs that helped me :)

Hi guys!

Thank you so much for reading this. Honestly...Everyday I check the stats and it's growing :) Today there were most from the States and from the UK, and i'm not even from those places!

So, as promised I said I was going to share songs that helped me through some of my most difficult times. I am a girl, so keep in  mind that. Although, for most of them that doesnt matter. I will post the song, and a brief little thought on them. If i see that I have too many (because this was a long period of depression for me) I will make a part 2 of this post :)

1. Life is beautiful - Vega4
Honestly, this is an AMAZING song that will lift your spirits up instantly! I love it sooooo much! I first saw it on MTV's "If you really knew me" shows. And they played this for the credits, and I was searching for this song for a couple of days until I found it! It just really makes me smile no matter what! And i HIGHLY recommend you go listen to it right now! :)

2. Imagine - John Lennon
Obviously this one there is no much explaining. It is just a purely uplifting song. John's voice is just what you need to hear when you are having that terrible day. This one is my absolute favourite song if I just had to pick one. By far.

3. Beside You - Marianas Trench
Ok, this song is very special to me. I was very close to my lowest point during these four years and one of the only people I would ever talk to was having a really tough problem. And I dedicated this song to her. She was 8 hours away. And she thanked me from the bottom of her heart and returned the meaning of the song to me. It reminds me of those times. And it makes me a little nostalgic, but nonetheless happy :)

4. Somewhere Over the Rainbow/ What a wonderful World - Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
This song I really dont remember when I first heard it. But I loved it from the beginning. And at the time I was just learning how to play the guitar. And it just combined two things that I love, hope&happiness and singing&guitar. It makes me hopeful of the future. Puts a smile on my face!

5. Brand New Day - Joshua Radin
Ok, so I heard this song first at the very end of an old episode of House (the show). I love HOUSE. It was a very emotional episode and it showed how sometimes after a whole tragic period in your life, you can actually put it away, and start a a "brand new day". Because you know you will be ok. It is honestly a beautiful song! If you like acoustic things, you will absolutely love this! I cannot stress enough that you have to go listen to it!

BONUS SONGS:

Ok, so those probably are at the top of my list. And as i mentioned before, yes there are a ton more! I just want to spread them out throughout posts.

But this little part is special. These songs I dedicate to each and every one of you out there who may be reading this. I really express myself better through dedicating songs sometimes....Enjoy <3

Let me take you there - Plain White T's
Just dont read this and do listen to it. I dedicate this to you personally.

Count on Me - Bruno Mars
Same thing. PLEASE GO LISTEN TO IT. It explains how I feel about you. Each. And. Every. One. Of. You. <3

Please after listening to the songs (all, some or none) and you want to contact me, please do. At tweetie_girl20@yahoo.com

I check my email super constantly! So I will get it soon.

Know that it is never too late to get out of this and to ask for help <3

I love you peeps!

Girl